Sunday, January 13, 2013

You Can't Erase The Facts

And you can't wake a person who is pretending to be asleep -Navajo Proverb

It was only a matter of time before NSIL made her tweets private again. Truth be told, I'm rather glad she did. For one thing, now that the temptation doesn't exist to read her most fucked-up inner thoughts, I don't even have to concern myself with deciding when to stop reading them. For another, now no one can claim that any of the posts I wrote revealing her narcissistic and pathetic inner thoughts have revealed her identity, since plugging them into google won't necessarily lead back to her twitter account. That also means the tweets I've recorded for the last few weeks are fair game. Personally, I love it when narcs think they have the power to erase the facts. They don't. The facts still exist, and the history is still there for the taking and I consider myself a historian; a fact-checker.

December 3, 2012
I've been a twitter/instagram whore lately.. ok gonna stop now [peace sign]

December 4, 2012
I mean like maybe if i got a nose job and lost 85 pounds I would look like Miranda Kerr

December 4, 2012
why are you in my dreams every night [angry face]

December 5, 2012
I mean, you can try and make a name for your group.. but you cant be legendary like the GLC #mothafuckas

December 5, 2012
I need to vent to someone

December 5, 2012
Why is it so hard for some people to apologize? You only have to say 2 words and it would be solved.

December 6, 2012
Ever make eye contact with someone & you both smile cause you know there's a mutual feeling you both have of wanting to fuck?

December 7, 2012
The best compliments i have ever recieved have been when im compared to Marilyn

December 10, 2012
I care about my friends so much. they're literally my everything

December 10, 2012
old friend, Ambien

December 10, 2012
firm believer that the hardest challenges are given to the strongest people

December 11, 2012
Miserable

December 11, 2012
i did anything just to make you happy

December 12, 2012
so sick i want to cry

December 13, 2012
I would rather be 20 pounds heavier than be this skinny and feel this fucking sick

December 14, 2012
i miss it. i miss you. i really do.

December 16, 2012
Lol foul, putrid, repulsive, revolting. Thats actually insulting, wish I never had a part of you.The further u r from someone the more u see

December 17, 2012
I reallyyyy didnt like you..but then you gained a lot of weight so its okay now

December 17, 2012
I mean i know its terrible and all but a gal can make $400 an hour as an escort.................
[Male friend] responded: lemme know if you need a manager, I got you

December 17, 2012
goin straight to hell for even tweeting that yolo

December 17, 2012
Who absolutely LOVES their college and just wants everyone to go there cuz its so great. TELL ME WHAT SCHOOL

December 17, 2012
I wish I could find the words to explain how much I care for my best friends. Who needs a sister when you can have 3?

December 18, 2012
If any man wants to buy me nice things for christmas i will gladly accept them

December 18, 2012
Scale and/or metabolism is broken

December 18, 2012
Talking about school with everyone makes me so excited to go back

December 19, 2012
The only thing i could relate this feeling to is when families see the reveal on Home Makeover

December 20, 2012
Nothing says classy like sitting down to eat in burger king.... lol jk judging you

December 22, 2012
FUCKING SLOOOOOT

December 22, 2012
i love my friends #sooooo #happppy

December 22, 2012
so gross omg you literally make me sick to my stomach

December 23, 2012
you're crazy. i'm crazy. the word crazy is subjective so YEAH MAYBE IM A LIL CRAZY asshole

December 23, 2012
never punched someone in the face before but this hombre following me around good will might be the first

December 24, 2012
going to break the record for most weight gained in 24 hours

December 25, 2012
I'm so spoiled

December 25, 2012
I am who I am because of the things I've done, I'm not proud of them all but I'm ashamed of none.

December 25, 2012
I just want perfect skin and hair and teeth and body proportions and endless supplies of money and intelligence is that too much to ask for

December 27, 2012
anyone finna buy a nissan maxima?

December 27, 2012
you're stupid if you hashtag hot, beautiful, and sexy on your own insta and are actually serious

December 28, 2012
i feel like there was only real love in the 50s and couples would kiss in the street when the war was over & life was simple.. im sucha girl

December 28, 2012
you were always so mean

December 28, 2012
bouta be #whitegirlwasted

December 28, 2012
had such a great night i am so happy

December 29, 2012
first hangover of my life. shit man

December 29, 2012
YOU MAKE ME SO MAD FUCK UGHH AHHHHHH i literally would punch you with TWO hands in BOTH your eyeballs at the same time. hard. SHIT.

December 30, 2012
mother made us a private yoga appt...this should be HILARIOUS

December 30, 2012
ever heard of a garbage can party? everyone brings a bottle& pours it in a garbage can then you mix it up& drink! #YAKKKK #couldbefun #tho

December 31, 2012
Happpyyyyyy

December 31, 2012
perhaps i shoulda worn a bra #yolo

December 31, 2012
so sick all i want to do is cry

January 1, 2013
Happy [smiley face] [pic of “happy” face]

January 1, 2013
[NSIL's nickname] finna party 2nite

January 2, 2013
its always us catholic school girls that are the wildest

January 3, 2013
insomniac fml fml fml

January  4, 2013
teen drinkin is very bad.. yo i got a fake id doe

January 6, 2013
#thatawkwardmomentwhen my mom finds the [Business Name] tattoo&piercing business card in my room.... uhhhhhh…seriously tho idk how i talked my way outta that

January 8, 2013
god damn. life is so much better when you dont have high expectations for anyone but yourself. SERIOUSLY SO HAPPY THO GUYS

January 8, 2013
if im texting you weird things, its the ambien, not me ...

January 9, 2013
the number of likes you get on insta is prob the same number of how many stds you have you dumb sloot #TOOMANY

January 10, 2012
i am so happy !!!!! like never been gd happier in my whole life. just happy to be alive & so lucky #loveyouall #literally #everyone

January 10, 2013
i am so excited go to school

January 10, 2013
pretty sure a rock is smarter than you

January 11, 2013
so like im 18 so does that mean i can ask [high school teacher] on a date now?... only i can do that shit #sorryboutit…no one answered my question about [high school teacher].... i am being serious. kinda.

January 12, 2013
last day/night in the [hometown]

January 12, 2013
yous a fake bitch & never wanted to punch a girl harder in the face than you SHOOT

January 12, 2013
leavin for school tmrw but you wouldnt kno it cuz i havent packed a gd thing

January 12, 2013
ROOMIES NOT GONNA BE IN THE ROOM THE FIRST WEEK WHO TRYNA PARTY THURRR

January 13, 2013
Hoping many do not remember most of the weird events of this night/last night? its 4:30am holy shit, everyone forget everything

January 13, 2013 
off to [state school]....freaking out a little

One of the aspects of this that never ceased to amaze me, you know, besides her hypocrisy and her bullying, and her lies, and her general nastiness and unstable grip on reality, is NSIL's knack for pretending that all is well in her little world. It seems to me that now that DH and I have reached out to her, she's even more determined than before to stay on the path she was on before her attempted suicide. She's constantly proclaiming how happy she is and how much she "gd loves all the people in her life." Literally. Like, every one of them. But underneath the pathetic attempts to appear happy, she's nothing but a rapidly deteriorating situation. It's only a matter of time before she makes an attempt on her life again. Going to a new school isn't going to fix anything for her, just like going away to the loony bin for two weeks didn't fix her life either. At the end of the day, she's still going to be going home to Mommy Dearest. And that will be her ultimate demise. I have the evidence to that end. It's right here, if anyone is ever interested in seeing the Truth about who really destroyed that girl.

6 comments:

  1. Here's my latest tweets.
    Jan 13th
    I wonder if I can touch all the inside of a toilet paper roll with my penis all at the same time?
    Jan 13th.
    I heard about a guy that went to jail for having sex with a dead cat.
    Jan 13th
    Was it because it was dead or was it because it was a cat?
    Jan 13th
    Maybe the guy didn't know it was dead before he fucked it.
    Jan 13th
    That cat is looking pretty good right about now.
    Jan 13th
    Last time I tried to fuck the cat I ended up in the ER

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    1. Whenever I am sad, I will just read your tweets and feel super awesome again.

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  2. Her tweets make her seem (or show how she is) an emotional Yo-Yo and constantly needing attention. 18? You might expect that from a young teen who is dealing with puberty all of a sudden, but not an adult IMO anyway.

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  3. Her tweets always sound so frantically depressing to me. Again with the clown reference, sorry - but she seems so wildly unhappy under all that fluff. Have you seen Breakfast at Tiffany's? Your SIL reminds me of Holly Golightly - who was a sad, twisted, unhappy 'partier' (whore) looking for a desparate way out with a rich man.

    That facade is getting so THIN. Is she living away at school? That might be a good thing, but more likely too little, too late, too scary for her. She's so fucked up...

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  4. That chick needs to be medicated

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  5. What a mess. I doubt she'll last long at the new college: She appears stunningly immature for an 18 yr. old.
    I'd vote her "Most Likely To End Up In The ER Secondary To Alcohol Poisoning." After someone made a 911 call from a Frat house.
    TW

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